18 8 / 2014
For years, I’ve been taking your hat. Today, you gave it to me. 😊
18 8 / 2014
i miss you. and not in a weird “im actually in love with you” way. i just miss being SO comfortable around a guy, without worrying about whether or not we liked each other; we were siblings. we showed everyone that it is possible for a guy and a girl to be friends without any complications.
i miss being able to get an honest guy’s opinion about anything. i miss our long talks on the phone and our short 15 minute catch up sessions we had during our breaks. i miss knowing everything about you, how your day was going, who made you happy, who made you sad and i miss you knowing everything about me. i miss having someone who completely understood me, even better than the back of his hand.
its crazy how much can change within a year. i remember you used to ask me daily, “so how’s your day going.” and you’d listen to me either bitch about my day or smile and tell you that its going great. you put up with so much when it came to me. you were the only one truly there for me when i was having a tough time, and you constantly reminded me that i had tons of people who cared about me. you never said shit about me behind my back and i could trust you with anything. we used to say that even though we might not keep in touch with everyone in our group, no matter what we would stay friends forever. we’d be at each other’s weddings.
i guess in the end, like with all people, you just got sick of me. you found something better with your new girlfriend, and im glad for you, i really am. anything that would make my best friend happy, makes me happy. truly, i didnt mind at first when i became second priority to her, i understand how relationships work, especially since i am a girl. but once i found myself competing with her, who was one of my best friends, just to be able to talk to you for 5 minutes?
honestly, i dont need someone to vent to and bitch to and tell everything to, i have enough girl friends for that. i just miss knowing how you are, and i hate the fact that i dont know how your summer has been and that i dont even know what day you are leaving for college.
Good luck. And thanks for at least being there when no one else was.
26 3 / 2014
12 3 / 2014
"You either have to be incredibly cool or incredibly uncool to wear a shark tooth necklace."